My Freedom Will Die In Loneliness
(Daniel)
unreleased
The end of the story - right from the start
I could see so clearly that my freedom will die
In loneliness and that the falling glory
Of my own life was not a choice, never a choice
Blindfolded, my love defeated anxiety
And assisted my suicide
Blindfolded my love assisted my heart´s creeping suicide
And took away my very last breath
Right from the start, freedom will die
Pleading for life, it´s not my freedom
I know that my choice is not a choice
And my freedom will die
Right from the start I could see the end of my
Freedom fly away
I´m ending right before your eyes
You are not even there to watch me die
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Forever
(Daniel)
released on "Forever Is Now"
gone is the joy that once filled our hearts
gone is the sorrow that once darkened our skies
my words are lost as soonas they are spoken
i can´t bring back what once was mine
nothing will
last forever
except the memories in our minds
sent down from above
like rain we´re falling and we fade
from the darkened sky
is this journey meant to have an end?
will we ever truly understand?
are we forced to replace what was before?
nothing is forever - a fading past
gone like a missing page in the diary of your own existance
forever is now, forever was - forever past, forever
gone?
my memories won´t fade away, survive impermanence
of time
the wind blows the rain away, questions fade
the sky is blue and the clouds are full of answers
feed the flame
bring back your life
feed it or you will wake up dead
and will be gone forever
nothing, nothing is forever
except the memories in our minds
forever is now
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Cold
Blood
(Daniel)
released on "Forever Is Now"
the sun is down, turning her back on me
and the darkened sky will soon embrace
the last parts of the blazing horizon
as the night comes, i bleed, my wounds won´t heal
until the first light of the rising sun will come
until the first light of the rising sun will reach my
mind
and stop this cold blood from running
i suffer from the loss
i suffer from the leaving day
my eyes are bleeding as i watch
the night comes closer and the day surrenders
to my cold blood - i´m bleeding
until the sun is rising
and killing all the pain
i suffer from the loss you bring
i suffer from the pain
i suffer from the leaving day
i´m bleeding, watching all the lights fade...
and i rise as soon as a new dawn
brings back all the light
and i see my suffering
cold blood melting away
as soon as a new dawn brings back all the light
i see my suffering (and) cold blood melting away
cold blood - i´m bleeding
until the sun is rising
and killing all the pain
i suffer from the loss you bring
i´m bleeding, watching all the lights fade...
the sun is down, turning her back on me
and the darkened sky will soon embrace
the last parts of the blazing horizon
as the night comes, i bleed, my wounds won´t heal
until the first light of the rising sun will come
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Nine
Roads To Rome
(Daniel)
released on "Forever Is Now"
your conviction, your fucking ignorance, your narrow-minded
thinking
are these the weapons you defend your truth with, your
so-called freedom?
but there is no war!
blinded by fear and the aparent
uniqueness of your very own way
you are drifting through life, only having a glance
on what is happening around you
i refuse all forms of vindication
the truth is yours, no judgement to be made
my 'wrong' and 'right' is one way that leads to the light
led by a hand, the engine of the masses
one way to your final destination
but many roads lead to rome
and equal roads may have opposite directions
your firm conviction, your ignorance
are your weapons - but there´s no war
there is no victory, no capitulation
you fight a war for a truth that does not exist
your narrow-minded thinking is
the resignation of your individuality
nine roads, nine roads to rome...
nine roads, nine roads to rome...
i refuse all forms of vindication
the truth is yours, no judgement to be made
my 'wrong' and 'right' is one way that leads to the light
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Home
(Daniel)
released on "Forever Is Now"
my long forgotten and almost faded memories
are coming back to my mind without disgrace
gone... are the days
of unsaid verities
gone are the days of emptiness
gone are the days that never fitted to my life
long forgotten and almost faded memories
coming back to my mind without any disgrace
your words are touching my heart
like the sun fondles every leave of every flower
they fill my heart with fire
and it feels like... home
your words are touching my heart and my soul
like the sun fondles every single leave of every tree
and every flower
they fill my heart with warmness, safety and familarity
and it feels like... home
i kept the fire inside
not feeding, not killing - burning on its own (it feels
like home...)
wherever i went, it lightened
my way through emotions that i could never feel
freedom is the decision to return where you feel like
home
i never thought that i´ll ever come back
never suspected that i won´t reject it
pictures of sadness and happiness, pictures of fear
framed in the fire of our destiny
gone are the days...
i never thought that i´ll ever come back
never suspected that i won´t reject it
gone are the days that never fitted to my life
long forgotten and almost faded memories
coming back to my mind without any disgrace
your words are touching my heart and my soul
like the sun fondles every single leave of every tree
and every flower
they fill my heart with warmness, safety and familarity
and it feels like... home
i kept the fire inside
wherever i went, burned on and on
i kept the fire inside
not feeding, not killing
wherever i went, it lightened
my way to home
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Deathrow
(Stefan Petersen)
released on "Forever Is Now"
Say goodbye!
Verdict has been spoken, sentence has been told
The only thing left for me, is grab for higher hold
Condemned by you to everlasting pain
Take my heart and run it down the drain
A prisoner on deathrow, waiting for the end
You don't have to care, I am already dead
Turn around one last time before my wings I spread
To fly up to the sun, to make your will be done
Everything left of me - a fading memory
A prisoner on deathrow, waiting for the end
Complete obedience is what I represent
How could end something once so pure as such a cancerous
ulcer?
We got lost somewhere on the way
Not able to find back to the right path again
Is there left some sense in it?
Give me a reason not to quit!
I think I've really had enough of that fucking shit!
A prisoner on deathrow, waiting for the end
Complete obedience is what I represent
You don't have to care, I am already dead
Turn around one last time before my wings I spread
To fly up to the sun, to make your will be done
Everything left of me - a fading memory
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Human
Spirit
(Stefan Petersen)
released on "Forever Is Now"
This human spirit is bound to the ground
Fucking cogwheels, everywhere
They keep their whole world running - work, consume
Trapped in a vicious circle called daily life
Everyone can make the difference
Turn it into something better
The world still keeps on turning
While shacks forever burn
You´re not just a cogwheel
Everyone differentiates
Humans arising, their goals set high
The Revolution of the primitives
Raise your fist and start to fight!
It´s our insticts striking back
It´s our hate that leads the track
The first step is oh so hard to make
Responsibility so hard to take
Let´s destroy their world to build another
Better, brighter
Everyone can make the difference
Turn it into something better
Humans arising, their goals set high
The Revolution of the primitives
Raise your fist and start to fight!
Sample:
This was never about money for us, it was about us
against the system. That system that killed the human
spirit. We stand for something. For those dead souls
inching along the freeway in their metal coffins -
we show them that the human spirit is still alive.
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Arising
(Kai
Wilhelm)
released on 'Arising' [download mp3]
anytime
it graspes you - it seizes you from behind
before you know what's wrong - it comes and changes your
life
you try to refuse to accept - it holds you like a claw
no chance to attempt to flee - because you never know
what you are afraid of
you are the one who only wants to live
you want (to) forget, long for forgiveness
but events arise from deep within
it's drawing your life like an annual ring
-> Arising - from your other side
-> you re trying - but you can not hide
-> you lost your courage, lost your self esteem
-> you on the end of your rope - withal you only want
to live
while turning over that in your mind - you go deeper
and deeper in the trap
like a prisoner of your destiny - your life is menacing
to go to pieces
you are the one who only wants to live
you want (to) forget, long for forgiveness
but events arise from deep within
it's drawing your life like an annual ring
-> you
lost your courage, lost your self esteem
-> you on the end of your rope - withal you only wants to
live
you pray to wake up from sleep - you hope its just a dream
but realise the hard truth - it is reality
fight against the pain - don't count your life for lost
fight against the pain - never resign yourself to destiny
cry if you want (to) - but never lost your personality
Resist - Resist Resist - Resist
Your face is marked by suffering - but every pain goes by
challenge the life for a new beat - believe, it's worth a try
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Burning
(Daniel)
released on "From The Ashes"
The
light right behind...
Prisoners in the darkness, our legs and necks are
chained
Can´t move, can´t turn our heads around.
Far behind us the fire is burning, in between men
passing by
Casting their shades on the wall.
I see a million shadows, I live deep down inside
Myself in chains, unable to see what is behind
Why do we mistake appearance and shadows for reality?
We do not realize that shadows are our home
Remain inactive but I´ll try...
To us the truth is nothing but shadows on the wall
Our freedom holds us captive.
Never able to see what is real when one is looking
into the light
Our existance - just an illusion?
I see a million shadows, I live deep down inside
Myself in chains, unable to see what is behind
Why do we mistake appearance and shadows for reality?
We do not realize that shadows are our home
Remain inactive but I´ll try...
Burning, burning fire
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fire
inside your soul, burning inside your mind
fire... burning... deep into your soul
rise from the ashes, rise from the ground
forgotten feelings, darkness around
when you feel like a slave, don´t know your
master
on every try to defend the loop draws faster
anything is cord up your throat, it drives you to
insanity
and a dark threatingly cloud holds you down till
eternity
i feel the fear, i feel the pain
pain, fear, endless sorrow
pain, destiny, endless sorrow...
this is the moment in your life you realize that
no one will come
to be on your side in these hours of blackness
all things you believe will turn over against your
side
rise from the ashes, rise from the ground
forgotten feelings, darkness around
sorrow...
now its time to stand up and fight, listen to your
sanity
rise! rise! rise!
walk the way - walk, walk - walk straight the edge
walk, walk - don«t turn about and don´t
look back
walk, walk - all the shadows left behind and walk
your way
walk, walk - walk straight the edge into the sunrise
like phoenix rise from the ashes, a new chapter is
born
feel how your chains go up in flames
enjoy and keep the fire burn
rise from the ashes, rise from the ground
let obscurity behind you, be ready for another round
this is the moment in your life where you realize
your destiny is in your hand, take your chance stand
up and fight
and like phoenix from the ashes you will rise!
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Lies
(Kai
Wilhelm)
released on "From The Ashes"
like
thunder in the sky so loudly screams all their
lies
so much stupidity, so much ignorance
so less humanity, so dumb and so less sanity
too many power in the hand of the false people
so many brainwashing liars all around
human rights to count no longer
in a world of stupid lies
weapon forces will be stronger and stronger
don´t care how many people die
democracy - just a word - no denotation
hypocrisy - all the words - apologies
like farts from stinky assholes to flavor their words
of liberty
do not believe the lies of freedom and justice
do not believe, it´s just an act of delusion
attempt to deceive the freedom of opinion
you hear what you should hear, you see what you should
see
democracy - just a word - no denotation
hypocrisy - all the words - apologies
no rights for minorities, the face of fascism in
the third millennium
the difference is that the originators are sitting
on the other side of the dock
a pack of lies for the masses, a pack of lies
a pack of lies masked as the truth
a pack of lies for incapacity
fuck you! fuck you! fuck you!
how long will they be to pull through?
who will them stop?
the end is near if you don´t resist and stand
up!
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Inner
Self
(Daniel)
released on 'Arising'
What
more will be done?
What more will we have to swallow?
Why can´t we ignore?
What for we walk for our own?
Face
it alone!
All of my longing - out of sight, gone.
No devotion, no belief, my conviction: done.
What
will come... you control, you say
What will be... decide alone
All
of my faith in everything, gone.
Liberation - fallacy, expectation - slavery
Enjoy
the things of rapture, enjoy the things of sense
The length of your longing is the glory of your
strength
Don´t fear fates nor nothing, forget what
you lived for
All pain - only shadows, strive ever to more
Rage,
fire fill my emptiness
Flame, desire, pride - success is my proof
All
of my mind is conscious and certain
My conviction - my disguise, no more faith in lies
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Judge
me
(Daniel)
released on 'Arising' [download mp3]
Stuck
into this mess I could not restrain the loss.
My body´s on fire, burns silently across.
Suffer, the more you struggle, the more it takes
from you
Inside, a revolution, outside without a clue
Thoughts
collapsing inside
Heart is not from where it comes out of mind
Judge,
judge me!
Judge, judge me!
Like
flowers around me, arise from useless ground.
Question their existence, no evil brings them down.
Suffer, the more you struggle, the more it takes
from you
Inside, a revolution, outside without a clue
Thoughts
collapsing inside
Heart is not from where it comes out of mind
Judge,
judge me!
Judge, judge me!
Stuck
into this mess I could not restrain the loss.
My body´s on fire, burns silently across.
Like flowers around me, arise from useless ground.
Question their existence, no evil brings them down.
Repress
the light
Repress the light
Repress the light
I walk the other side
Salvation:
duration, no words were ever found
Move forward, exposure of innocence is lie
Thoughts
collapsing inside
Heart is not from where it comes out of mind
Judge,
judge me!
Judge, judge me!
Judge, judge me!
Judge, judge me!
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